It was in 2003 when I first read the term “feminine primal power” in a spiritual message addressed to me and was asked to explore this power. I was still at the very beginning of my spiritual journey and couldn't picture it at the time, but I received an explanation from the spiritual world that is still valid today:

Primordial feminine power is one with the earth, one with the earth's energy, it is ancient knowledge, it is an open heart, it is serenity, it is the ability to let go and be, simply to be. Primordial feminine energy is as powerful as the earth, has formed deep, wide roots, stands securely and firmly in the place where the soul wishes to grow, cannot be shaken, is full of trust in the light's guidance. Primordial feminine energy lives this knowledge, acts in harmony with the earth in all areas, takes care to use the earth, avoids harming it through everyday actions. Especially in all actions where you purchase something, that femininity which is in its primal force ensures that this purchase is in harmony with the earth. Female primal force nourishes itself naturally, vividly, because it knows that plants release their stored light to the human body. It is love, one with nature.

Over more than two decades, this knowledge has expanded into the primal feminine power and found expression within me. It is a deep, spiritual force, a source of intuition, creativity, creative power, self-acceptance and self-determination. It is a sacred practice as cosmic guidance, a subtle perception of the right moment and the connection to the whole. It guides gently, often beyond logical explanations. Every creative act is a reflection of the primal source principle. Birth, growth, change and renewal are natural, sacred rhythms. Times of silence and rest are not weakness, but spaces in which primal power renews itself. True strength is shown in the clarity of recognising and maintaining one's own boundaries, as well as in the loving acceptance of one's own body and understanding sexuality as sacred energy.

In the message at that time, I was told that feminine power on Earth is subject to many influences and can be (voluntarily) manipulated. Then as now, the spiritual world wants femininity to return to its origins so that healing can take place on Earth. Femininity is called upon to take the first step towards healing so that masculinity can follow. As long as femininity continues to develop away from its power, devoting itself only to outward appearances, masculinity cannot be healed.

In a message from El Morya given to me on 26 March 2024, he says literally:

Now I would like to address the women among you. Femininity urgently needs healing and strengthening, for you are the ones who will give birth to the New Earth. You are full of devotion to life, you know about the primal feminine power, the magical power of the Goddess within you, and you have inner wisdom and ancient knowledge, and through your intuition you are very close to the Divine Plan. So we entrust you with the birth of the New Earth. This does not exclude those incarnated as men. They may give you the necessary protection through the power of the spirit and the power of the will, so that the New Earth can emerge and harmony and balance between the feminine and masculine energies can finally be restored.

(You can read the complete message here: https://pure-divine-light.com/en/el-morya-spricht-ueber-unsere-einheit-mit-gott/))

Until now, I have never had to worry about whether my path as a female incarnated soul would be treated with the respect it deserves. For many years, I have had a loving man by my side who accepts me for who I AM, who does not feel the need to label me or judge my actions. Everything was in divine order for us. Until the moment when a completely unexpected energetic and verbal attack was made on me by a man whom I had opened the door to just a few weeks earlier and allowed not only into our home but also into our active and valuable community of light. He surrounds himself with an image of light and love, indeed as the great lover par excellence. I don't want to go into detail here, as I know that I passed the test of this challenge. In retrospect, I am grateful for the insights I was able to gain about a dominant male ego that is incapable of self-reflection and has unmasked itself as narcissistic and a true “holy” hypocrite.

What I would like to emphasise here is that even in so-called spiritual circles there are men who, under the cover of “everything is one and light and love”, have a deep-rooted problem with women who live the primal feminine power and are thus aware of their special role in current events. They are not prepared to give women the protection that El Morya speaks of, but still want to live out the old patriarchal imprint and dominate. Here, it is important for women to say a clear NO in their primal feminine power.